Talk.

I'd like to talk to you.
To go out and walk
And just talk
The way we used to.
I'd like to talk to you.
To listen to what you have to say
And to be heard, too.
I'd like to talk to you.
There's nothing more I want
Than to see you,
To hug you, kiss you,
And ask you about your day.
And to talk to you
Until the day ends.

I really wish we could spend more time together. We don't just sit and chat anymore, and I really miss that about us.

Decide.

I looked down at her. Her broad smile had fainted away and a disappointed, defeated look took hold of her once bright face.

Could I keep on doing this? Who was I to make her suffer this much? I promised I would change, and I had been changing. I was doing well, but then something happened. I don't know what.

And that ruined me. It ruined me. It pained so much to see her break apart, but I couldn't leave her. I couldn't bring myself to walk away. I loved her. I still do. I probably always do so.

But her face, oh her face whenever I failed ... It broke my heart over and over again. She tries so hard to stay and to be good. I try to, but I can't seem to work. It's been months and months of second chances, and after a great start I just crawl back to where she hates it.

Why can't I be the man she wants, the man she deserves? I love her. She deserves to be happy, all the time. Not just once in a while, when I'm at my best. Not just pretending to be okay when being with me.

She deserves happy. I can't let her go. What should I do? I need to change.

Creí que seria divertido contarte.

Creí que sería divertido contarte.

Últimamente hemos estado ocupados. Tu mas que nada. Y no hay problema, se que así es y sera por mucho tiempo, así que trato de soportarlo lo más que pueda sin sentirnos mal.

Aunque sí me entristece. Hay tantas cosas que me gustaría hacer contigo o contarte, ya que hasta hablar se nos dificulta. Lo triste de esto es que muchas veces, si llego emocionada a contarte algo, tu lo tratas como cualquier otra cosa, o al menos, así lo siento yo.

Me gustaría sentir mas entusiasmo de tu parte. Se que lo que yo hago no es interesante, pero me gustaría que me escuchaces con el mismo interés y apoyo que con el que yo trato de demostrar por ti.

Se que a veces es bastante cansado lidiar conmigo, no tengo la mejor personalidad que digamos. Sólo que sí hay cosas que me gustaría sentir, que quizás si están ahí pero simplemente no siento.

No se si eso pase, espero que si. Yo seguiré tratando de ser buena y apoyarte en todo. Buenas noches, descansa, amor.

Razones

Estas son algunas de las razones por las que te amo, solo algunas, porque cada dia descubro mas.

Tu sonrisa - Esa amplia sonrisa que gano mi corazon, y lo continua haciendo, desde el primer dia.
Tu voz - Tan fuerte, tan familiar. Como musica para mis oidos.
Tu abrazo - No hay lugar mas seguro que entre tus brazos.
Tu risa - Tan sincera, tan tu. No miente, jamas lo ha hecho.
Tus ojos - Tienen un lenguaje propio, son tan expresivos como tu cara.
Tu olor - A hogar, a donde pertenezco. Amo estar tan cerca tuyo.
Tu cabello - Rebelde, despeinado. Libre y sobre todo, suave.
Tus manos - Perfectas, cada linea y cada marca. Del tamaño perfecto.
Tu amor por el root beer - ¿Cuantos buenos momentos hemos pasado tomando eso? ¡Gracias!
Tu gusto por la adrenalina - He hecho cosas que jamas habria pensado, no me arrepiento de nada.
Tu curiosidad - Quizas no tienes la de un gato, pero eres un gran compañero de misterios.
Tus palabras - No siempre las mejores, y a veces las peores, pero sinceras.
Tus sueños - Grandes, dificiles, pero nunca imposibles. Siempre te apoyare.
Tus miedos - Comparto algunos. A pesar de ellos, eres fuerte.
Tus regaños - Necesarios en ocasiones, aunque no lo comprenda.
Tus actitudes - Siempre tan optimista, no te dejas vencer.
Tus gusto excentricos - De nuevo, gracias a ti aprendo a amar lo nuevo y diferente
Tus caras - Siempre me haces reir, aun cuando haces pucheros
Tus celos - A veces exagerados, me hacen sentir querida
Tus gustos raros - ¡Me encantan!
Tu sentido del humor - Poco a poco, amplias el mio
Tus acciones - Expresan mas de lo que crees
Tu gusto por los deportes - Gracias a ti, he conocido el waterpolo, ¡y tengo que admitir que me fascina!
Tu perseverancia - Para ti, querer es poder. Lo admiro.
Tu flojera - No lo mejor, pero gracias a eso haces las cosas mas faciles
Tu astucia - Siempre encontraras la manera, y lo haras mejor de lo que hubieramos creido
Tu gusto por Naruto - ¡Amor verlo contigo! Se ha vuelto en una tradicion nuestra
Y por otras series mas - ¿Que seria de nosotros sin fma o sao?
Tu sinceridad - Dices lo que sientes, no mientes. Se que puedo confiar en ti.
Tus berrinches - Tan tiernos, ¿como decirte que no?
Tus besos - La cosa mas deliciosa en todo el mundo. Como si fuera el primero cada vez.
Tus brazos - ¿Por que me gustan tanto? No tengo ni la mas minima idea
Tus ideas - Siempre divertidas, y usualmente las mejores y correctas
Como piensas en mi - Aun si no lo veo, se que piensas en mi seguido
Como te preocupas por mi, como me cuidas - Aun que a veces yo no quiera
Como te gusta mi comida - ¡Aun los experimentos raros!
Como me preparas sorpresas - Aun si yo no lo hago por ti, ... ¡Lo siento!
Como me ayudas - Si te necesito, se que cuento contigo
Como aceptas ver peliculas romanticas conmigo - Se que te aburren, pero aun lo haces. ¡Gracias!
Como te averguenzas si yo pago por algo - Lo hare siempre, ¡te ves tan lindo! Y quiero ayudar
Como te emocionas - Puedo emocionarme yo solo de verte a ti
Como te molestas - Dependiendo del por que, eres lindo. A veces da miedito, pero pasa y te amo asi.
Como me haces sentir segura - Puedo tener miedo, pero se que contigo no hay de que temer.
Tus sueños extraños - Siempre estare para escucharte y hablar contigo

Te amo por que eres tu. Con todo e imperfecciones. Simplemente tu.

Distance means nothing.

''Distance means nothing when someone means everything.''

It's hard, being apart for so long.
There's just so much going on.

I get frustrated,

more than I had anticipated.

I feel sad, mad,

why do you have to be so far?

I start feeling insecure, scared,

Where are you when I need you there?

I feel left alone,

like I'd always be on my own.

But there you are.

You light up my days.

You keep my nights bright.

Useless feelings go away;

no more being mad nor sad,

why get frustrated if, look, there you are.

Because you're not around that much,

I enjoy every second even more.

Every word, every sound, every image;

I save them deeply in my heart -

My love growing as time passes by.

And no quantity of time or length

will ever stop my beating heart.

No matter how long I must wait,

nor how lone I feel, nor how hurt,

nor how anguished.

I made a promise, I'll love you.

From now and on.

Because distance means nothing, when you mean everything.

Over a year.

It has been over a year, almost a year and three months, since it became ''us''. Over a year of loving, sad, funny, serious, stupid, mad, amazing, new, confusing, weird, scary, perfect moments. Over a year of ''I love you's''.

In that year, a lot has happened. I won't deny it's been hard, but any hardship is worth going through if that means we'll be happy together. There have been times in which I lost track of were I was going; times in which I thought best for each to go our separate ways, despite my love for you only growing.

But I've realized, those thoughts are uncalled for. We've gotten through so much, achieved so much. We owe ourselves and our love, though young, to see the true beauty in it. To keep on working, if we still want it.

And truth is, despite as hard as it has gotten and will surely get, I still believe, with every fiber of my being, that it is worth it.

I will still trip on the road and make mistakes at times, but I'll never stop trying to be better. We're in this together, and I promise, I'll make it worth it, too.

Me too, she whispered.

They were lying in bed, close to one another. Despite the movie playing in the T.V. and the loud sounds it made, all she could hear was her beating heart, which seemed to be beating at 100 m/h. All she could feel were his arms around her and his breath at her neck. All she could think was about him, together with her just as they were.

She tried to focus on the movie, Gosh, calm down. He'll notice. She closed her eyes and inhaled deeply. And just as she did, he whispered into her ear, ''I love you.'' And then it was just as if, the world had stopped. Everything went quiet, and that short phrase resonated in her mind. Her eyes widened and a broad smile appeared in her face.

She didn't hesitate to turn around and look at him. He looked nervous and anxious, waiting for a response. Just how hard did he try to be able to say that? It must have been scary. She looked into his eyes and asked, hoping to find some reassurance to what he said, which seemed too good to be true, ''R-Really?''

He smiled broadly as well, ''Yes, really. I love you.''

She could feel her eyes getting teary. Just how long did I wait to hear that? Just how hard did I try to be able to hear that? And now, he said it. He ... loves me back. Gosh, he loves me back. She wiped off the tears before they rolled down her cheeks and just kept on smiling. ''I love you, too.'' She buried her face in his chest, ''Gosh, I love you, too.''

She was the happiest she had ever been. And still is, because up to this day, he loves her back.