Si te vas a enamorar de mi.

"Si te vas a enamorar de mí, tienes que saber de lo que te estás enamorando, y es justo que lo hagas. Te estás enamorando de mis inseguridades, mis complejos, y mi obsesión por saber lo que todos piensan de mí, te estás enamorando de mis peleas, de mis dichos, y de mis Locuras. Te estás enamorando de mi inmadurez, mi constante necesidad de sentirme amada, y apreciada, mis lágrimas que salen solas, mi tendencia a ser una desordenada, y a veces maniática con mis libros. Te estás enamorando de mi problemático pasado, de mis esperanzas, mis ilusiones, y mis sueños. Soy una chica sin esperanza sobre lo romántico en mi corazón, y espero que puedas cambiarlo. Si te enamoras de mí, te enamoras de mi odio a mi persona a veces, de mis imperfecciones, y de mi percepción de que nadie podría amarme. Pero también, te estás enamorando de la forma en que mis ojos brillan cuando están contigo, la forma en que mi sonrisa se ensancha cuando te veo, mis mensajes deseándote buenos días/noches. Te estás enamorando de una persona que casi siempre tiene chistes que contar, por muy malos que sean. Que a todo le saca un lado bueno, o sólo un lado, y que acompaña a todo con una canción, te estás enamorando de la manera en que me sonrojo, y demás cuándo la gente me pregunta sobre ti. Pero para mí, lo mas importante, es que te estás enamorando de mí, cosa que nunca pensé que nadie haría."

Grow old with you.

I love you, I really do.
And I want to spend my life with you, I'm willing to.
I know I'm young. And may seem naive.
But despite what everyone says I still believe
that this love is real and everlasting,
and will always be breath-grasping.

I long to sleep by your side,
to hold you tight in the night.
To be the first thing you see when you awake,
and be the one who your breakfast makes.

We've been together for only a little while,
and talk of future always makes me smile.
The ''I want to grow old with you''
And ''I'll never leave your side, I'll never let you go''
They brighten my day.
They make me glad about today.

There are many things I want to do with you.
I want to hug you. And kiss you. And hold you.
But most of all,
I want to grow old with you. 

A Frantic Lovers Words.

We are not defined by skype or video calls
or texts messages or distance
and I won't let those things change us.
I miss you like hell
and I love you like heaven
but that doesn't change the fact that
this gets fucking difficult
or the fact that I get mad over nothing.
I know we are different and I know
this is worth it.
I know we seem crazy, insane , even unrealistic.
But I don't care.
I love you I love you I love you.
It's worth it because I know that someday
you will find the birthmarks that cover my torso and the scars
that cover my hips
and I will find out the way your spine curves and how your
voice sounds when you get out of the shower
and the way your lips part.
These frantic wishes fill me up
and swallow me whole.
My love for you saves me and sinks me
but when I'm down at the bottom, I find you
have not left me.
Despite the number of texts we send in a day or the
number of times I hear your voice
I will love you.
I will love you more than I hate the miles.
m.h.

[I remember reading this over and over again when you were gone. But now you are back. And now I'm all smiles. Thank you!]

Kisses.

Hand kisses. First kisses.

Cheek kisses. Second kisses.

Nose kisses. Hundredth kisses.

Forehead kisses. Car kisses.
Neck kisses. Summer kisses.
Shoulder kisses. Snowy kisses.
Collarbone kisses. Hot kisses.
Back kisses. Cold kisses.
Stomach kisses. Playful kisses.
Hipbone kisses. Sensual kisses.
Sad kisses. Public kisses.
Happy kisses. Private kisses.
Sweet kisses. Jealous kisses.
Angry kisses. Keep me kisses.
Good morning kisses. For now kisses.
Good night kisses. Forever kisses.
Hello kisses. Lazy kisses.
Goodbye kisses. Empty kisses.
I miss you kisses. Nervous kisses.
I love you kisses. Quick kisses.
I want you kisses. Long kisses.
I need you kisses. French kisses.
Rain kisses. Kisses in the light.
Beach kisses. Kisses in the dark.
Sunset kisses. Kisses that touch your lips.
Sunrise kisses. Kisses that touch your heart.
Party kisses. Your kisses.
Cuddle kisses. Kisses.

I want to ...

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, 

watch scary movies with you,

talk on the phone until sunrise,

sneak out at night to look at the stars with you,

play your favorite videogame,

make you watch chick flicks,

kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you,

laugh until I can't breath, hold hands.

I want to fall hopelessly in love with you.

I have, indeed, fallen hopelessly in love with you.

I love you!

El amor de tu vida.

"El amor de tu vida no es tu mejor

amigo, el chico más guapo, al que has

admirado en secreto o con quién

pasas día a día... El amor de tu vida es

aquel que cuando llega cambia todo

tu mundo y te das cuenta que sin

conocerlo bien él es el indicado,

basto con una sonrisa, una mirada, un

gesto y supiste que él es con quién

quieres estar."

¿Ves? ... solo una sonrisa tuya.

 {This couldn't be more true.}

I am in love with you.

I am in love with your smile

I am in love with your voice

I am in love with your body

I am in love with your laugh
I am in love with your eyes

I am in love with you.